blending

I am sitting in my truck after a massive blowout in my livingroom. I needed space to calm down. The fodder for said explosion...one ex husband. Blending families is a monumental task. One dad doesn't feel included, another refuses to be involved except on his terms, i want the kids to want me(the steady eddie) as much as santa dad and the kids just don't want to be shuffled anymore. It isn't fair...but fair is a word for a whole different blog. I guess blending is just a process of continual stirring till all the lumps are out and the batter is well mixed. Blenders cut stuff up into little bit size pieces and liquify it. I guess that is what blending this family is doing to my problem spots as well. Tonight i wonder if blending will ever really occur or will my family be in a constant state of flux, confusion and pain simply because I fell in love again?

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