The Murphy's

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Monday, May 16, 2016

Take me deeper

Well Lord, here we are safely at the end of another term.  I’m just a little sad to see this one go.  It has been such an amazing awakening for me.  I learned so much that is practical and beneficial to my everyday interactions with people you bring into my life.  My voice for you and about you has become so much clearer at work.  I’m so awed by your work in my life.  So truck by the clear pattern of seasons I can see when look back.  So hopeful I don’t see as many dry spells in my future.  Thinking about seasons always brings to mind your word in Ecclesiastes 3.  I love that you understand my need to move from one thing to the next and not stay in one place forever.   But what I really love comes after that in verses 9-15. 
What profit has the worker from that in which he labors? I have seen the God-give task with the sons of man are to be occupied.  He has made everything beautiful in its time.  Also He has put eternity in their hearts, except that no one can find out the work that God does from beginning to end.  I know that nothing is better for them than to rejoice, and to do good in their lives, and also that every man should eat and drink and enjoy the good of all his labor – it is the gift of God. I know that whatever God does it shall be forever.  Nothing can be added to it.  And nothing taken from it.  God does it, that men should fear before Him.  That which is has already been.  And what is to be has already been. And God requires an account of what is past. (NKJV)
Lord that is a text that will preach!!! You are before, during and after.  What has been always will be!  Amen.  Nothing needs to be added or subtracted because it is your perfect will.   You gave us eternity in our hearts so we would seek you and your beauty.  You make us each beautiful in your time.  And not one of us will ever know our beginning through to our end. That amazes me!  You amaze me!
During this middle of my earthly live moment, you are bringing out in my heart this desire to see eternity in all those around me. Standing on an oil rig in the middle of the Gulf of Mexico, talking about how Jesus is all you need and when you think there can’t possibly be enough Jesus to cover you – just fall into Him and find out how deep His water flows.  That’s eternity in the moment.  Or talking with your teenage son who prefers home devotions to Sunday school because you can learn about the love of God for the whole world from a conversation.  That the end of the story I’ll never see – eternity in his heart! Or my Hindu “work daughter”, who doesn’t even know what a chaplain is or does but wants to hear me talk about you every time she comes into my office. That is the whole of your gospel written in my soul.  I’ve tasted and seen that you are good.  You are writing on my heart fresh and new the stories of old. My story – Your glory!! There is nothing in my life but your beauty.  Nothing in this moment but rejoicing.  The labors of my heart and hand are seen by you and are your gift to me so I can eat and sing and dance.  There were tears and loss and mourning and ashes but now there is joy and praise and shouting. I deserve to down into the pit but you have lifted me up to your right hand and called me daughter. You’ve crowned me princess.  I am yours!

What response can I have to this love but pure joy?  What was meant to destroy me has made me whole. So Lord, help me to take this term full of growth and preparation and allow it to be the foundation for this life of misisonal living.  When I grow weary Lord give me wings. When I wander from your path Lord call my name. When my joy becomes sorrow comfort me that I may comfort others in due season. Lord for all the questions I’ve asked and the plans I’ve arranged help me surrender to your way.  Call me out of the routine daily moments – call out to me from the deep – so that I can wade into your ocean farther than my feet can carry me to where I can walk on the water with you!